Trust and memories...

Even now I know you don't trust me.
You say you do,
The questions are benign....
But I know you so much better than that.

Even now....I don't trust you.
Every comment I assume is aimed to hurt
Or to tear something away from me.
I am afraid I don't know anymore...

There was a time when I knew...
There was a time when I trusted.
I was heartbroken when I found out
There was not a time when you trusted...
There was not a time when you knew...

I gave all that I had to give
And even more.
Pieces of my heart and soul
Lay strewn along the path we walked together.
Torn apart and shredded.
I gave all that I had to give.

I wish you trusted that was true.