Today...we signed the papers. Which means that it will be legal in 91 days...legally divorced.
Last night and this morning were rough. Last night was rough because I pulled out my journal to write in--the one I started right after the wedding, and realized that I was going to finish it. The entirety of my marriage...in one little journal. Encased between a black leather cover...all of it fits so nicely. I guess it really is time for not just a new chapter in my life, but a new volume. And entirely new book linked only through the main character. I guess we will see what the next volume holds...hopefully more hope, love and trust...joy and adventure. I am ready for adventure.
Today starts a whole new life in a way...another chance. I have no idea what is in store for me tomorrow. I have no idea what heartaches, heartbreaks, pain and sorrow lie ahead--but I also have no idea what love, joys, and heartwarmings lie ahead. Roll with the punches...some will land hard, others will miss.
I am filled with hope and anticipation. Let's see where this ends up.
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