Just how much...

You have no idea how much this hurts sometimes.
It was never a game to me, it was always all that I had to give.
I don't know if you ever felt the same.
To think that maybe it was all fake,
That it was all just a game...
Something to get you by...
Is more painful that I can explain.

I think I need to run,
I really need to fly...
Far far away from this...
Far away form these feelings
That will not let me be.
I am angry,
I am wounded,
I am bleeding.

And I don't think it matters.
I don't think you will ever know...
Just how much this hurts sometimes.