Sunday, January 17, 2010

If I could remember...

I remember things being ok for a while after our vacation.
I remember us sleeping in separate places.
I remember the sad puppy dog eyes you would give me when I couldn't just forgive and forget it all.
I remember trip after trip to therapy, and wondering if it would ever make a difference.
I remember countless fights and endless nights, and being so thankful I had a job to go to.
I remember coming home, and doing nothing but sitting on the couch and watching tv.
I remember thinking it was never going to change...
I remember wishing it could change.

If I could remember everything...
Would I want to?

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