Crazy

I have lived in a bubble, 

For so long, trapped.

My life viewed through your eyes,

Guided by your thoughts.

Now that my life is my own again,

How the hell do I do this?

How do I figure this out?

My life was yours for so long,

What do I do now that it is mine again?

What do I do now that I answer to no one but myself?

I hate to hurt,

But I hate to hurt others more than I hate hurting me.

So I will endure any pain,

I will endure any sorrow or strife,

If it will bring you happiness.

So long as I can survive,

So long as I know I will be fine.

Trying to live life upside down

In a hammock doing a handstand.

The heart is a complicated thing.

The soul, even more so I believe.

I will endure.

I will be fine.

Each one, take care of you.

Little by little,

I will still be here.  

I know how to take care of me,

And I want is to help take care of you.